Book Review: SEAL of GOD

SEAL of GOD is a book about the author’s journey from a cocky, arrogant, and self-centered young Navy SEAL who underwent a massive change when he accepted Christ as his Savior. A good chunk of the book details the time when Williams’ was in BUD/S (the initial SEAL training), and gave a pretty detailed behind-the-scenes glimpse into what SEAL ‘hopefuls’ go through to be able to hold the coveted title of: Navy SEAL. The book gives an honest look at the attitudes and actions the author, Chad Williams, allowed to rule him from very early on in his life--up until the dramatic change that took place one night at a revival meeting. The story doesn’t end there though as Williams still had time left to serve in the SEALs before his contract was up, and the book tells how his new-found faith affected the remainder of his time in the SEALs, and (briefly) where God has led him since his enlistment contract was finished.

When I first started reading the book my thoughts were along the lines of: “Who did this guy think he was? Did he think he was invincible or something? What an IDIOT.” Reading about his reckless behaviors truly made me sad knowing it was his way of trying to fill the void in his life during his time of running from God. Like so many others--‘the next biggest thrill’ was always tantalizingly there--promising him fulfillment, but always leaving Williams still so frustratingly empty. That being said, it was incredible to ‘witness’ the change in his life, attitudes, and overall mentality that took place literally instantly after he realized the truth of the Gospel and accepted Christ as his Savior. The book was pretty well written--and several parts were actually quite humorous--overall, it was a fascinating look into the difficult process of becoming a SEAL and the transformation of one of those heroic men into a SEAL of God.

Earlier today I was listening to Remedy Drive’s song “All Along”, and the song struck me as a rather fitting illustration of Chad Williams’ journey to Christ, so I will end this review with the lyrics. The lyrics are as follows (please note: I do not claim to own any rights to the lyrics--I am simply including them here as an illustration):

"It's not everything it seems - the world and it's dreams

Slipping like water through my hands tonight

All the things I thought would fill me up inside

Left me empty here - and now I know why

All along I was looking for something else

You're something else

All along I was looking for something more

You're so much more 

I finally found what I could never see before

You've always been the one that I was looking for

All of my castles in the sand - washed away again

And I'm back where I began tonight

The only thing that can ever fill me up

Has been right in front of me all the time"

Thank you Tyndale House Publishers for providing a free copy of SEAL of GOD for me to review!

A Piece of My Heart

I've put this off long enough. . . . I thought of not writing about it at all as writing makes it more real, but I can't pretend that it didn't happen, so here goes. . . .

Going into a deployment there is always the knowledge that something could happen, but there is also the overlying optimism that nothing will. Tragically, real life doesn't always go the way we think it should. . . . April 19th was one of those times.

If any of you were watching the news anytime during or after the afternoon of the 19th, then you probably know that a Blackhawk helicopter went down in Afghanistan while performing a rescue operation. The next two and a half days passed in a blur as we (the wives and families of our aviation brigade--we knew it was within our brigade, but didn't know any other details) held our breath and waited for any news about what had happened. Thankfully, I knew my husband was safe because I had been talking to him when it happened. A couple of my fellow wives and friends knew that their husband's were safe as well--having also just talked to them. However, that news was bittersweet as we waited to learn the identities of the men we had lost--wondering just how close to home the news was going to hit. . . . We were horrified when we realized just how close to home it was.

When the news slowly started to come in, it was one heartbreaking blow after another. The men who are just names to most who have watched the news or read the articles, are so much more than that to us--they were our friends, and indeed a part of our family. They were part of my husband's company and a couple were close friends.

Let me just say right now that I am incredibly grateful to have had two of my fellow military wives to lean on during that time of waiting and wondering. We were able to provide support to each other during that time and it was good to know that we weren't each alone in our fears. I am very thankful that God provided me with my 'battle-buddies'. . .having other wives to talk to who understood exactly what I was going through (and I them) really did help--especially since all three of us relocated for the deployment and were far away from other military families who could relate in ways that civilians cannot (not bashing civilian friends, just saying there is a difference in understanding when you are in the midst of a similar situation yourself [or have been in the past] vs. being on the outside looking in. . . .).

It's hard to believe that come this Saturday, a month will have already passed since we suffered this heavy loss to our company. My heart still aches for the families whose lives have been forever changed--as well as for my husband and for the others in his company and the entire aviation brigade overall.

Please remember to pray for the families of our fallen heroes: CW2 Nick Johnson, CW2 Don Viray, SPC Dean Shaffer, and SPC Chris Workman. The past 3 1/2 weeks have without a doubt been some of the most difficult in their lives. . . . Please also pray for my husband and the others in his company as the loss of their brothers is understandably hard. God is at work through this tragedy though. . .as we have seen the evidence of His workings.

Also, please pray for the wives and families of our remaining deployed soldiers. . .I know I speak for more than myself when I say that the events of April 19th really shook us up in some ways and truly broke our hearts at the loss of our friends and extended family.

Thank you.